Just trying to keep myself distracted in every possible way. What happened seems unfathomable to even think about. And when I do think about the hateful and cruel words you said to me, I just feel sick and want to cry. So here is to forgetting my time with you, to completely pushing my memories with you as far back as I can because I truly cannot stand the feeling. Without you, I am happy. So, I will work on that and build a happier life for myself. As for you, leave me entirely alone. I don’t want to see you in school, ever, so for the love of God do not track me down to talk. Just move on with your own life. Mature if you want, dont, idc anymore. Just leave me out of your life.